Prediction

Living in present, forget it,
it's too much of a bore,
predicting something in future and waiting it to happen, might interest you,
No,
then trying to make it happen might interest,
No,
everybody plans out, have goals and achieve them.
then what ?
dont predict, something which can be achievable,
ever predicted about the emotion flux ?
i predict,
i will be in a emotional flux,
come january,
it would be hard for me to live up,
to much hurt and pain,
can i avoid it ?
no,
why ?
'cuz i want it,
will i let it happen,
no, will make it worse,
why ?
emotional pain is the worst pain,
and i wud love to make it happen,
will love to seee myself trembling with pain,
strugling with emotions,
is it so ?
not really,
then what ?
would really enjoy to overcome that,
why this,
I am bored.