Inactive

Today i am inactive, I am not able to think, blank.. is what i am..
i am nobody, i hate myself,
i hate everyone,
i dont like you, nor your face,
i am alone, let me stay like that...
i am regaining my thoughts,
dont disturb me,
let me stay this way,
what if i jump,
i stay at 12th floor,
what if i die,
i might die young,
but my thoughts will never die,
and they never die,
they will be present allover,
condensed into the thin air,
forming a faint energy partition in air,
and people call it spirit...
it is but all the energy i spent on thinking..