Negitive

I am negitive, i am dark,
i have a negitive circle or negitive vibes coming out of me,
these vibes are radiating @ speed, no one can measure.
please if you can hold them for me.. they are radiating and are not stopping,
they are taking all my reserve out of my body,
i am sulking... i am diminishing...
please help me...no don't do that,
let me sulk... i am converging to a point,
no i am getting into a cocoon,
some one had tied me down in silk,
i cant break free.
i dont want to,
my thoughts have turned into silk, and are holding me.
there is no choice,
i have come to an end,
end of my fate.
nahi there is chance,
i dont want to be here,
i want to be free.
Ah! i feel something coming into me,
it's positive,
positive vibes,
yes i can be free,
i will be free,
i have energy,
i am breaking all the silk,
i am growing,
wow.. look at me,
how young i am now,
i want to live,
life is so beutiful,
i love you,
i love everyone,
i am big now,
i am full of energy,
i can do anything,
circle is gone now,
positive vibes are coming in,
I am reflecting.
i am positive.

Inactive

Today i am inactive, I am not able to think, blank.. is what i am..
i am nobody, i hate myself,
i hate everyone,
i dont like you, nor your face,
i am alone, let me stay like that...
i am regaining my thoughts,
dont disturb me,
let me stay this way,
what if i jump,
i stay at 12th floor,
what if i die,
i might die young,
but my thoughts will never die,
and they never die,
they will be present allover,
condensed into the thin air,
forming a faint energy partition in air,
and people call it spirit...
it is but all the energy i spent on thinking..