Prediction

Living in present, forget it,
it's too much of a bore,
predicting something in future and waiting it to happen, might interest you,
No,
then trying to make it happen might interest,
No,
everybody plans out, have goals and achieve them.
then what ?
dont predict, something which can be achievable,
ever predicted about the emotion flux ?
i predict,
i will be in a emotional flux,
come january,
it would be hard for me to live up,
to much hurt and pain,
can i avoid it ?
no,
why ?
'cuz i want it,
will i let it happen,
no, will make it worse,
why ?
emotional pain is the worst pain,
and i wud love to make it happen,
will love to seee myself trembling with pain,
strugling with emotions,
is it so ?
not really,
then what ?
would really enjoy to overcome that,
why this,
I am bored.

Negitive

I am negitive, i am dark,
i have a negitive circle or negitive vibes coming out of me,
these vibes are radiating @ speed, no one can measure.
please if you can hold them for me.. they are radiating and are not stopping,
they are taking all my reserve out of my body,
i am sulking... i am diminishing...
please help me...no don't do that,
let me sulk... i am converging to a point,
no i am getting into a cocoon,
some one had tied me down in silk,
i cant break free.
i dont want to,
my thoughts have turned into silk, and are holding me.
there is no choice,
i have come to an end,
end of my fate.
nahi there is chance,
i dont want to be here,
i want to be free.
Ah! i feel something coming into me,
it's positive,
positive vibes,
yes i can be free,
i will be free,
i have energy,
i am breaking all the silk,
i am growing,
wow.. look at me,
how young i am now,
i want to live,
life is so beutiful,
i love you,
i love everyone,
i am big now,
i am full of energy,
i can do anything,
circle is gone now,
positive vibes are coming in,
I am reflecting.
i am positive.

Inactive

Today i am inactive, I am not able to think, blank.. is what i am..
i am nobody, i hate myself,
i hate everyone,
i dont like you, nor your face,
i am alone, let me stay like that...
i am regaining my thoughts,
dont disturb me,
let me stay this way,
what if i jump,
i stay at 12th floor,
what if i die,
i might die young,
but my thoughts will never die,
and they never die,
they will be present allover,
condensed into the thin air,
forming a faint energy partition in air,
and people call it spirit...
it is but all the energy i spent on thinking..

Brain

We have five senses that help us to hear, see, smell, taste and feel touch.
The brain tries to process all this information in different ways, but stores the result in one form ( ? ), which is accessible by all the senses.
Now lets see what all can this stupid brain do..!!
1> it controls
2> it can store information, (don't know how it stores)
3> it compares stuff
4> it deduces &
5> it thinks

It controls, yes everyone knows, controls our organs, our actions, reactions, our senses.
It stores, everyone knows. but how does it store ?
It stores information and then it compares with the new information received with the stored information, based upon which our body reacts.
It Deduces or natural reasoning, yes i think (?) it does do that.
Think... ?

Now if we see more into this, we realize, 3,4,5 all three depend more or less on 2,
yes unless we have some stored information, we cannot compare, deduce or even think..!!

now how do we store the information? We receive data through the five senses as input to our system(body) is always through these five senses,
if we look deeply, then we also realize that it is only hear and sight which provide us with the unique data, other senses just translate the information into one of the
easy to understand information, which can be visual information or sound information.

Energy conservation

Conservation of energy i.e. energy is constant; we can only transform it into different forms, but cannot create or destroy it.
We live on food; we eat, digest and then absorb it, in the form of glucose into our cells.
Ever thought of, where all places it goes after getting absorbed in the cells, may be we need it for all our metabolic activities, like exercise, sleeping and working.
What about thought. We think and the byproduct is a thought, but what does it take to form a thought? Few million of cells working around the clock, where the smallest unit of measurement is still not defined!

LOST

The gaze went through my life,
slitting my phantom and my substance,
trying to find myself,
i found thee.
A thought of you make me astray,
i am LOST.
The mirror makes me happy and the life makes me dull.
i am tired looking at the reflection and lost thinking of you.
Help me find me,
Be my side.